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A love letter from East to West

Posted in Love stories on July 23, 2012 by Nomad

5 September, 1999

Dear Sahar

I am very sorry for the late replay its due to having a lot of issues and problems. I send you a few sms from New York air port but latter on i found out that they didn’t go through to you which made me really angry and upset. Any ways this is what the messages said “Sahar I love you”. “Just boarding the plan wish me luck”. “Bye for now my gorguz Sahar”.

There are a lots been happening in here since i got here. I haven’t seen the city yet haven’t been out of the house, don’t see much people and talk to anyone much either. Im under so much pressure and stress at the moment that i wish i was never born in the first place Sahar. I got really sick twice so far in my life that my death was almost there but somehow it didn’t happened and i always hoped it was for good use in the future but so far that’s not true and i wish the first time i got sick i was dead.

I typed this letter 10 times for the past few days and deleted 10 times. I just can’t think of what to say or what to write. I can’t think straight or neither does my brain work. Sometimes it feels like im not even alive and i am living a life just like it is in the computer game.

When you are a baby you cry almost every day and almost most of the times during that time but when you grow up you tell yourself that you won’t cry again. Well the past week since i left NY its been like living in hell and i been crying more than i was a baby nonstop. Food has been like eating poison and don’t even know if I’m eating food or it’s just nothing.

I board the plan and landed in Kabul air port and there was a group of our relatives waiting for us to meet us. Any how we went home and had tea with relatives around us talking and asking questions about America and stuff when suddenly when one of the people congratulated me about engagements and i was shocked and was like thank you but you got the wrong person, it might be my older brother and he was like No it is you who is getting engaged and that’s when it just felt like someone dropped me off from a million story building and i hit the ground a million times with great pain but no death. My body felt as weak as when i was a baby and sweat run down my body. I left my tea on the ground went into the other room and called my Mum and asked her about it and she confirmed it and said yes we are here to do the engagement and i just cried as loud as i could and everyone was in the room asking if i was ok. I told everyone to leave me alone and even my mum and slept for the next three hours and cried.

Mum walked in sat next tom me and was asking me how i was. I explained everything how i love you and i want you but she was like son this is wayyyy too late for that. This is a pre planed organised event. She was like we named her for you years ago and we also put a ring in her finger. I screamed and was Mum how could you do this without my knowledge? How could you even think about doing such thing and destroying my life for me.  I rejected her decision said I’m not going to marry her what so ever… she started crying and went to other room. The next day in the morning went to talk to her to see her in bed with chest pain and bad condition and she didn’t want to talk to me so the next few hours she got worst we took her to hospital to find out she had a heart attack and was asked to remain in the hospital for the next few days and she didn’t even say a word to me and was in bad condition. In the mean time dad found out the whole story and he was pissed off and got sick too at home with headache and stomach sickness. Life was getting harder with mum in hospital and dad sick at home none of them wanted to talk to me.

I didn’t know how serious the whole thing was but in reality the whole people in Kabul knew about what was going behind the scene that i was getting engaged and the girl was named for me from years ago.

Few days letter mum was still in the hospital and dad was still sick and mum asked me she wanted to talk to me so i went to the hospital sat beside her bed and she was like Rehan all my life i wanted to see that day when you get married and that day is so close and you are saying that you cannot do it. The girl who is going to get engaged is my dad’s sister’s daughter and she passed away a few years ago due to illness but before she died she and my mum and dad made a deal between them for her daughter to get married to my dad’s son who is suppose to be me.

Sahar these whole things were pre planed and I had no idea about it, i was kept in the dark and wasn’t even told a single bit about it till i landed in Afghanistan. I tried every way to try to make mum and dad understand that i love you and i want to marry you Sahar but they are like there is no other way mum and dad says. Either marries the girl who is named for you or you will never talk and we will not go to America and we just eat pills or poison to kill our selves. Sahar i am just lost in this world don’t know what to do. I tried a lot explaining our situation to my mum who is softer than dad but she was like there is no other way Rehan. If you don’t marry her first the whole Kabul meaning relatives are going to talk shit about me and your dad mum said, we won’t be able to live anywhere on this earth due to shame and embarrassments you going to put us through, third me and your dad is going to die here with worry depression and shame.

Sahar now you tell me what to do please. I have no other ways i thought about it days and nights sleepless. I just can’t live without you, praying night and day for god to give me strength to do something about it and give a way out of all these shits. I am living a life in hell at the moment and i know by the time you read this you will too but i love you, will always do no matter what and i promised you that i will come to see you once before i die i will make sure i will fulfil that promise. You always will remain in my heart and my mind no matter what life brings. You will always be the one a true love and lover but i hate my life and how it is going at the moment but i hope and i really do hope that i will end up with you for my entire life hun.

My days and nights been dark and cold the past week or so and i hardly smile anymore but the only smiles comes on face sometimes is when i think about you and when i go through your photos and the memories of long night chat, the arguments, the fights, the mid night love talk and the romantic messages. Every time i think about it, it makes me cry and smile at the same time, sometimes i ask myself if I am really crying or laughing.

Sahar Please help me, I’m losing my mind here. They are talking about engagement and shit. I can’t think straight. I just want to die. I’m just one step close joining the drug addicts of Kabul city to just make sure i die quicker. Why the hell i just didn’t die back in NYC or on board the plane Sahar so i wouldn’t be seeing these days. Why didn’t i just die a few years ago when i was sick and nearly died, why didn’t i just dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee??? LLL

Sahar i don’t know if i will be talking to you again or not, maybe i won’t be around anymore and gone for good, maybe i will just be one of the drug addict of Kabul and next time when you are around you just come check on me and say hello Rehan I am Sahar if you remember. If i still have any memory left maybe i will recognize you and say hi but if not i will just stare at you thinking she must be crazy.

Hun i just want one thing from you but first you have to promise me that you will do it. My life is destroyed and f**ked from top to bottom and from side to side but please you continue the journey without me. You will have to for the sake of our love. Remember once we were talking about if anything happen to one of us the other should continue the story and tell the kids and the world our love story? Well unfortunately that person is me and you are my successor and the person who will have to continue the journey and tell the whole world about our love story and about what a true love is like. Hun i want you to be an example for the rest, i know you will face struggles but i know deep down you are strong enough to face it all, i know you won’t let our love die just like that or i will be really disappointed in you. I want you to write a book and tell the world and change how parents fuck their children’s lives, how parent give birth to a child who’s life will be like hell when they grow up.

Sahar if you continue the journey without me and live your life like a true example you will know that Rehan will be in peace no matter where he is, hell, heaven or Kabul’s gutters. I know it will be hard but i know in my heart you will do it. You have to if our love was true.

Hun i m not going to take your time any longer i will just leave you alone but one more time just letting you know that i love you very much and i will love you and keep you in my heart forever and ever, and that will not change.  But i hate how time at the moment is against us and my love. I hate every second of it to be honest. I wish i could change rewind or fast forward time so i could correct my mistakes and fix any problem and make you mine quicker.

The other day when i talked to you on Face book i really wanted to tell you everything but i just couldn’t do it. I just wanted to talk to you forever. I was scared Sahar, scared of losing you.  Please don’t lose contact with me because you are my heart beat and if I don’t talk to you i will lose everything. I will just die without any pain or cause.

With A lot of LOVE, HUGS and KISSESS

Yours Rehan

MY Name is Khan and I am not a Terrorist

Posted in Love stories on April 5, 2010 by Nomad

September 11th changed American history as well as the history of the world. There is a conspiracy that September 11 was a planed act of the US government in order to lead the world into a new era. US government was losing its grip from the public and wanted to do something in order to take the control of the country and its people, to do this there was no better plan than crushing down the two towers and killing 3,000 people in it. According to some of the best and well known engineers from within America doesn’t believe that one of the most secure and well build still building in America which is the twin tower would clap as a result of a plan crushing into it. Because USA is one of the best country who does best in still work. According to these engineers and eye witnesses who were present at the sight includes Police officers, TV reporter and locals there was several big bang explosions before the building came down to the ground.  An investigation reported that as soon as the sight was cleared off smokes the FBI took charge of the sight and shipped the steels from the twin towers to China for melting and redesigning. Also the report said that despite that twin towers was packed with computers and other documents, after the crush there was absolute nothing left for forensics science to know what really happened. Everything and anything was destroyed and no evidence was left for any investigation bodies to investigate. I really do not want to go in detail because the truth will soon come out and everyone will know what really happened and why.

What happened after 9/11 changed the whole history of the world. It rewrite the history in some scene. A world which saw a lot of wars in the past started to see it again. Thousands of people died, millions more displaced, people lost their houses, friends and family members just in the name of terror and terrorist which never existed. 9/11 changed a lot of lives of course for worst and specially for mu slimes who these wars were fought in the name of. Muslims were targeted and humiliated in every corner of the world even in their home countries. A lot of people thought world war 3 will start soon, because of the hatred Islam and the West.

My name is Khan is a movie about a Muslim man who travels to America in order for a better life and who got this mental problem but he is a very bright and smart person who believes in all human kind as being one. In America Khan falls in love with a woman who works at a hair saloon. slowly they spend time together and both fall in love. The woman is a single woman with a young son who were in America and is enrolled in an American school. Soon they get married and living a happy life with Khan working as a sale consultant at his brother’s perfume shop.

At school their young son involves in a fight with other kids who calls him a terrorist, the boy resists and and get bashed up by this group of young school mates. The boy dies by the time he gets to the hospital due to an internal injury. His mother blames her husband Khan for the accident for comming to their life and for being a muslim man. She asks Khan to live her and never to come back until he goes to the president of America and tell him that he is a Muslim and he is not a terrorist.

Khan leaves home in search of the president to tell him he is a Muslim and he is not a terrorist.  On his way to White House Khan faces many challenges including accommodation and financial problems. Khan comes across a small town in mid west and meet an African American woman who’s husband died in the war. Khan stays with the family for a day and soon on his way to the white house. President Obama is due to come for a speech in a school and Khan thinks it is the best opportunity to tell the president that he is not terrorist. Mr Obama is due to arrive and public is cheering when Khan shouts from the crowd ; Mr president my name is Khan and i am not a terrorist; when the guard get him thinking that he said he is a terrorist, in the mean time a camera crew record  and put his comment on the news where he says ‘ my name is khan and i am not a terrorist’ it takes the media’s attention and soon Khan is released with out any charges.

Mean while there is a Torrnedo on its way to hit the small town where Khan met the African woman. He hurries to the rescue of the town  where a group of camera crew  follows him and see him how he helps the devastated town. Soon he is on the news and again get the attention of the American public and the media of how a Muslim man came to help of a small American town where he spended less than 24 hours of his life. Soon the public and media gets behind him and soon he is back on his way to meet once again the president and tell him that he is not a terrorist.

This time he is successful and tells President Obama that he is a Muslim, he is not a terrorist and he lost his son because of it. Soon Obama tells the public that how courages is Khan and everyone else should be like him. When his wife hear  that on TV she is on her way to appologise to her husband Khan and never to live him again.

Khan becomes successful in order to tell the president and the world his message that he is a Muslim man he is not a terrorist. The whole idea of the movie is to tell everyone around the world that every Muslim man is not a terrorist and people should open their minds and eyes before they judge someone. Terrorists are people who doesn’t have a religion and who doesn’t care about any religion. Islam prohibited violence to the full specially against womans, children and innocent people. Islam is a religion of peace, prosperity and love. Because of some maniac it doesn’t mean that all Muslims are bad. Every group and every religion has bad and good. People should take a good look inside and out before they judge not with a closed eyes and ears. that makes the world a very dangerous place for everyone.

Story of kate and Zeeshan (Shan)

Posted in Love stories on June 24, 2009 by Nomad

Dande a small town with a population of five thousand people in the outskirts of an outrages country called Koombalia. Koombalia is a country with population over fifty million people some as rich as Donalds Trump and some as poor as a hungry lion in a jungle without even any crowling insects. Koombalia its self is a great country, beautiful mountians, green valleies, loads of fresh spring water, a great landscape and a very welcoming and kind people. Not alot of the foreigners goes to Koombalia, because not many people knows how beautiful it is to be there, only some lucky people get to see that beautiful part of the world. As some of the residents says “Koombalia is the dimond of the planet earth”, to my experience, it is quite true and one have to see to blieve why these people say its the dimond of earth.

Kate a fifteen year old girl lives in the town of Dandey. Kate is from a rich family who owns three factories, five million worth of house, the world’s best and modren cars, servents to clean the castle size house each day, the driver who takes kate to a private school and the things which she has only a few teenagers could even dream about them all. For Kate life is like heaven on earth, she have everything in life that she would ever wanted to have. Kate could ask for nothing more in life. Her life was perfect and she lived like a pricess in a white castle. A a result of being too wealthy, rich and powerful family in town Kate can not go out much, can’t socialise with other teenagers in the town and dont have many friends. Kate always study, play games, chat online and watch TV. Kate always feel lonley and alone, and she wants some friends. She always look out of her window other teen agers playing and socialising out side on the road and cafe’s across from the street. Some times she wonder why can’t she go, why can’t she just socialise like others. Kate’s father always tell kate that those kids in the street are poors, they dont have any life and thats why they are always sitting around and talking to each other, and Kate believed her father untill now.

As a result of Koombalia being a poor country it has alot of extremist groups who abducts, kills and robs people for money. I guess thats not wrong, a man can do anything when it comes to surviving the harsh life, killing and robbing can be nothing but a mean of how to survive. Kate always travel in a car with body guards and protectors to school and back home, because she is rich, she can be an easy target for extremist to get money from her rich dad. kate never get a chance to go to the shops or walk down the street like all the others in town.

One evening when Kate is coming back from school her car get blown up by a road side bomb. All her body guards and the driver get killed in the blast. Kate is unconciouse, but still alive and she knows that her car is blown a part by a road side bomb. She got blood all over her body, and wondering if its all her own blood. She touches her self for any wond or any part of her body being injured, but she can’t feel any pain. She can’t move or talk at all as a result of the big bang.

It is thursday 15 July 2004, 5.00 pm. Her arms and legs are tighten behind her back, laying on the floor of an old house where she can see alot of cattles and chickens. it is dirty, smelly and she is guessing far away from the town, because she can’t hear any one talking or any cars passing by. She tries to move and wonders where is she, why is she tight up and in is a place where no human would ever live, she thinks. But she can’t move, she call out for help and shout out very loudly and cry, but there is no one to hear her or come to her rescue. A man come in to the room and tell her to shut up and cooperate with them or they will kill her. he tell her not to make any more noices or she will die in a painful death. She is quit now, scared of what will happen to her if no one come to her rescue.

After two days another man open the door and bring her some food, rice with vegetable topping, he says eat it or you will die of hunger. Kate is hungry, never before experienced such hunger, who would in a wealthy family anyway? she eats the food in less then two minutes, licks the plat and clean it like she never had anything on this plate. She askes for more food, but the man said no, she askes if she will have dinner and luch, the man replays, maybe, she is still hungry and would eat two more plates like the one she just had. Night falls and darks cover the room, soon its dark that she can not see any thing but the moaning voice of the cattles and the chicken around her. She lays down and soon falls a sleep thinking about her nice bed, family and school and the food she used to have back at home.

9 o’clock in the morning she wakes up and still in that room, she shout out for food but gets no replay, she wait for a little bit and hears the door opens, it is a young boy around her age fifteen or sixteen, long hair, smilling face and very handsom. He brings the food and put infront of her, he smiles and says i am Zeeshan nice to meet you. Kate wonders how the hell is there a good man in this family of extremist who knows how to say hi and be nice. She says hi and start eating, she eats fast with out her hands washed or a fork, she is too hungry. Zeeshan sits infront of her and stare at her with a smile on his face while she is enjoy her meal. Kate turn around and askes Zeeshan why is he looking at her like that, Zeeshan you are gorgeous, i feel like sitting her and keep looking at you all day. Kate similes and says ‘ ya right, i feel like going home, but i can’t. Kate askes Zeeshan, where is this place, why is she here and when is she going back home, where is her dad?

Shan smiles and replays, this town is called Dori, no one lives in this town axcept my family, my uncles brought you here because they wants money from your father, and i have no idea about where you father is or when will the let you go home, but they wont let you go unless they are paid. Kate replays my dad will do anything to get me out of here, even if has to pay a million dollors. Shan smiles and says, well then you can go home soon i guess.

For a week Kate has been here and each day Zeeshan comes and brings her meals and for hours he sit with her and talk about everything. Shan is a a sixteen years old guy from a very poor background and no education. He is very nice, sweet and well manerd boy. Soon Kate likes him and his personality despite his uncles abducting her, she thinks its not his fault, instead she starts to be good friends with him. Everyday they sit there and talk for hours ank Kate tells Shan that when she get free he can come and visit her and they both can eat and play at their house, she tells Shan how big her house is and how she got everything.

Shan starts liking her and so does she, soon they starts having feeling about each other and starts sharing them and both falls in love with each other. Shan starts gathering information on about how to get her out of here, but without telling her. After two days of planing, Shan tell kate he got a suprise for her which he will tell her tonight, be ready. She is excited and can’t wait for Shan to surpise her, but she wonders what the suprise can be. She thinks that the suprise is her release and going home.

three o’clock in the morning and Kate is still awake, waiting for Shan. But then she smiles and talk to her self saying ” why would i wait for him, after all he is no one, he was probably joking with me, there is no suprise” she lays down and closes her eyes and tries to fall a sleep. A few minutes latter she hears tapping of shoe out side, she set up and look for the door, and there is Shan. He tells her harry up kate, we have to move now. He holds her hands and both are ouside the door running up hill towards the mountain. The next three hours they both runs up hill with out stoping, Shan is a village boy who is fast, feet, used to this mountian and knows the way around here, and there Kate who is like a doll, who neva walked or run this far before, unfeet and breathless. Kate sat down and says Shan, i can’t walk any further, i am all finished, my legs got no strenght. Shan pick her up on his back and walk fast towards the top of the hill which is a fifteen minutes fast walk.

Mean while back at kate’s house, everyone is worry, and waiting for Kate to come back. Kat’s dad is on the phone talking to the top police commisionar, local news agencies and friends and families about Kate’s missing. He even put a notice in the national and local news paper that if any body return his daughter save to him he will offer $10,000, thats alot of money in a poor country for such poor people who abducted his daughter. But still there is no news or information about kate.

Back at the abductor’s house, they wake up and find out that Shan and Kate is missing, quickly they start their cars, get their guns and follow the road to the main town, where they ask the locals and looks for them, but they dont get anything. They return back to the house and start tracing their foot prints towards the mountian and soon they are on horse back riding towards where kate and Shan is head, up to the mountian. The leader of the group which consist of ten people orders to shoot Shan and get the girl alive because of the money thats offered by her father. And offeres each person $100 if they find her alive and bring her back to him. They all spread out and start looking for them.

Shan and Kate reaches a big town where they sees big buildings, people, shops and alot of cars. They are both hungry and want to have something to eat, but they dont have any money to buy food. They walk slowly and stands in a shade in fron of a closed shop looking around them and thinking about how to get some food from somewhere. At the shop across the road a man is reading news paper and smoking, he reads the $10,000 offer for anyone who returns kate. Suddnely his eyes catches kate and Shan across the road, he looks at the picture and at Kate soon he find out that it is her.

He finishes his smoke, flick it away, put the news paper on a side and start walking toward them. He approcches them and says hi you guys look new in town, can i help you. Kate tell him how hungry they are but they dont have any money to buy. He says my name is Rad, come with me and i will get you some food, my house is just around the corner, com along. Rad is infront Shan and Kate is following him to his house where he order pizzas. While they are eating Rad is sitting on a table and holding a news paper, Say Oh my god, or you Kate? the millior’s daughter who offered $10,000 for your safe return?..i can’t believe my eyes seeing you infront of me, Hold on i will call your dad to pick you up. kate is all happy and feel joy and happyness, Kate; can i talk to him? Rad; No. This town is very dangerous, and alot of people can get their hands on you and take you away and demand for more money from you dad, so do not move untill i get back, i will be just five minutes, i am going to call your dad ok? Kate; yes, ok.

Meanwhile Kate and Zeeshan (Shan) are both hungry, tired and restless. They both eat their pizzas as fast as they can with no rest between each loaf as they take in their mouth. Kate is all happy and smilling and laughing while Shan feels sad, not because they are been found, because when Kate’s dad find out about this he will take Kate away and he will be able to see her again, maybe never ever again in his life.  As they both finishes their food Shan holds his hand under his chin on the table and start gazing at Kate and wonder what will happen when she is gona, how would i handle Kate leaving me? Kate tap on the hand and said, Whats wrong Shane? Shan, Nothing and smiles. Shan asks Kate! will i ever be able to see you again? or is this our last meeting and greeting? I can’t believe you are going to go soon, it is the happiest time of my life being with you, feels like i know you for years and years and now suddenly you are about to disapear from my eyes, it feels like i am dreaming it. I wish i could stop the time right here and spend the rest of my life looking and talking to you. And then he smiles and noded his head and goes, maybe i should stop dreaming and come to reality. Neither can i stop time and niether we will be together. How stupid am i thinking about all this and tears coming off his eyes.

Kate holds his hands and says, Shan i never thought about life outside ma house and my life but since you came into my life, everything has changed. i am a different person now. Shane you mean alot to me. if i go back with you, i wont be able to survive even one day. You are in my mind and my heart and i will never be able to take you out and there will be no one to take your place. You dummy of course we will see each other, i will ask my dad if you can come an leave with us, then we can go to school together and have fun just as we are now. Dont worry baby we will always be together and there is no one and nothing in this world who can make us a part now. She hug Shan an both crying.

There is foot taping outside the door and Rud talking to another man. Door gets unlocked Rud infront and another three man right behind him all smiling and happy. Rud, Hey how are you two? did you enjoy your pizza? Shan, Yes we did thank you for your hospitality. Rud, No problem, after all i am not such a bad person and smiles. Kate, where is my dad? Rud, look im sorry but your dud didn’t come for securtity purposes but he send this men, his new guards to take you home. One of the man said, there is a car outside waiting for you princess, when you are ready we will take you to your dad. Kate, and what about Shan? Rud, he can’t go right now, but your dad will see him after, but right now you have to go home because your dad is reall worried about you. I will hold on to Shan and you and your dad can come later on and take him home or what ever you want, ok? Kate look at Shan and he tell her to go to your Dad, I will be fine, you can come visit me when you are ready. They both hug and says their good bye to each other as Kate walk to a new black car out infron of the house, as she gets into the car she looks back at Shan and yall out ” i will be back for you Shan”, Shan smiles and yall back ok i will be waiting.

Kate is in the car with another 3 people who are believed to be Kate’s transporter, trasnporting her to her multibillionar dad. On one hand Kate is happy because finally after days living life in a stable and on the run she will be back home with her dad and have a normal life, but on the other hand she is still thinking about Shan and the things he did for her, the friendship that will be for ever and most importantly risking his life for her to rescue her. It is very quite in the car despite her and three other people being in the car and the car is moving in a very fast speed, faster then any other cars on the road. Kate, hey can you slow down? i dont want to die in a car crash. Driver, sorry i have to drive fast to get you home quicker, it was the instruction from your dad, just following orders. kate, fine, but becareful. The driver replay dont you worry little princess, you are in a very safe hand and smilles.

Suddenly the car go off the road into a little side street and on to a bumpy and dusty road, Kate askes the driver where is he going, he replays , it is a short cut a very shorter way to get home. dont worry i know the way you wont get lost the driver tells Kate.

to be continued